So, here is what happened: sometimes I have premonitory dreams. Sometimes I follow my instincts when I figure out something real happens in my dreams, sometimes I think it’s silly and just forget about the whole thing. But then, a few hours/days later I see everything in front of my eyes, in real life.
Here are a few examples: when me and my boyfriend were not okay (and I was even going out with other man), I saw a girl and him together. It was not cool. Shit is, in fact, that girl existed and was trying to get something from him. This could be irrelevant, but in another time I dreamt my parents picked up the phone in a panic scenario and I just could hear something happened to my brother. I woke up with sound of the phone ringing, my father got it and my brother was at the emergency service.
Now, last week I had this dream about a conversation with a friend, I am very fond of him, and I remember he wrote something like “I am having troubles with my girlfriend, my life is not okay, perhaps we should not talk now”. I could remember this when I woke up, but didn’t think too much about it. We haven’t been talking that much lately, so, for me, my dream was not really relevant at all. Today I found out this guy really had some problems last week. If I could feel it, why didn’t I call him or something?
This sucks, dreaming about reall stuff but not understanding anything until it happens. I wish there was a way of improving this premonitory thing. Premonitory feelings when you are awake are cool sometimes, if at least you can manage to detect who is in trouble, and it’s something that happens live, on real time. While sleeping, people dream about the weirdest things possible, so why bother about something that could possibly happen? I bet I am not alone, but I feel so weak and so small when I sense I could have done more because deep down I knew but, well, I didn’t know I knew.
As if I wasn’t having enough weird dreams lately. As if I haven’t seen this while I sleep. When this happens, usually it’s not a good thing.
Noooo I didn’t read what I just read. What the…? :|